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Just Fine

by Goosechild

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1.
The Biggest Mess Pt. 2 (I Guess This Is It) 04:09
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You don't love me anymore And nothing changes now We just get high in your parent's house So why would I bare myself to you? And what was it all for? I'm working on "The Biggest Mess" And I'll show it to all our friends So they can pick apart our rights and wrongs (Was I wrong!?) Nothing changes now You still hang around Oh, you haunt me now Oh, I'll hate you now Well, I guess this is it We're in bodies that we hate You'll still call me when it's late But I've seen— I'm so drunk, I can't stay sober I can't sleep, I'm so bipolar I'm so fucked, wish I was sober I can't dream, I'm so bipolar (I just sleep in now You still hang around Oh, you haunt me now But I still can't hate you now)
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Overnight To St. Petersburg 02:00
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I don't remember driving home Or which songs I sang about you Or just how I'd change my words When I'd act like they were for you And at the parties I don't skip When I'm not staring at your lips I made a draft of my lines Like I could even talk at all I need to know Is there something I don't get? The songs I wrote Was every word stolen? I want to know Was there any more to this? The lines I wrote Does it get better than this? And if I walk you to your car I'll act like I don't give a fuck I might stumble at your door Like I'll even get that far And I don't know who is who What parts of me did I steal from you? Well, I hope they kill the sun Yeah, I hope we both die young I hope you know That it won't get better than this The hearts I stole Don't make me any less vacant If we knew what's good We'd just keep our distance Cause all you'll become Is a poorly done chorus
3.
Just Fine 02:25
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Last week I thought of you And his fingers in your mouth And now there's part of me That you won't even see 'til now If you're sick of the scene You can find some different friends And if you want me to leave Then just push away my hand But me, I've been doing fine Oh God, I'm doing fine I've been doing I said I've been doing just fine So, God bless the scene For bringing you to me But fuck everything That he's done everything Oh yeah, fuck everything My God, fuck everything God damn, fuck everything I said fuck everything
4.
This Is Change (The Cynical Song) 03:23
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It doesn't matter which drunken project you choose to immortalize in song And It doesn't matter which creative process you use If you lie, it'll still be wrong And lately I've been finding meaning in things that are pointless and hollow Like, "What Does Your Choice Of Pre-historic Bird Say About You?" So just let any one of your bodily distractions overtake you It doesn't matter if you puke here This is your neighborhood, not theirs And what are you even singing about, anyway? Who are these songs supposed to be for? You know that I don't care You know that I don't care to You're going outside? I can sure use some air, too And I wish I could be there tonight Yeah we'd both feel awful But I'd be by your side Do you think of me when you're with your friends? And have you never really been content? I wanna live inside your head I wanna be your biggest mess It's like your voice cut through and stopped me from vanishing completely And we both know how dumb that sounds Well, it's just, lately? I feel like there's been this hole in my life And I'd like for you to fill it And I know it wouldn't work And I think I wouldn't care And what makes it even worse Is that you wouldn't care either Yeah, I've felt dead ever since I came here You can't get that boy, we both have something to gain here I bleached my hair blonde last night Yeah, I look so 'scene' now. I'm sure we'll both think it's tight Well, if this kills me then that's alright If the world is ending, you should pick a side Well, at all once we watched it fall apart I cut my losses, now I make post-ironic art! So why not drag it into the light? You can only be wrong so many times I lost my shit when I saw my friends How can I live if I love you to death?
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The Ghost In Your Room 02:49
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Do you want to leave? Are you only here for me? Well, I can't sleep in a drunk kid's bed And you won't crawl outside my head My face goes numb My hands go numb I know, I know I know, I know When my shift ends You'll waste all my time again When the drugs kick in I won't feel a thing Cold hands on my shoulders Cold fingers in my hair I know, I know I know, I know You can't feel me
6.
Pink Moon 02:58
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I want to leave This house is such a mess You chewed your cheeks raw Chasing fucking bliss And I'm a piece of shit It's just to you But we can both get off Just hurt me too I was bleeding in the parking lot Shiver in the morning sun A sad attempt at apathy I know you always see right through me I know you'd try it to just feel like this To say you love me and to not mean it My body's haunted, I've already died Give me a week or two, sure, I'll feel fine I want to love a sinking ship I want to love a sinking ship Oh, how did we end up like this? No, how did I end up like this? Oh, how did I turn out like this? When did I become a bad person? I want to love a sinking ship I want to be your sinking ship
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Billy and Mandy 03:52
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The world has opened wide And swallowed us Well I guess that this is it Well, oh my god Oh my god Is there something we don't get? Is your house still haunted? Does it even matter? There must be more to this You look so vacant When the sun explodes Where do our souls go? I'll stay in bed Or I'll go out Well, there's nothing left to miss But when you hold me Against your chest Well, I guess that this is it Sunlight fills your room And I get up too soon Did you want to stay? This swell and decay When the world ends Well, we can still be friends
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The Biggest Mess Pt. 3 (Crows) 09:18
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And I can kill the artist But how could I kill the art? And this time I'll break even When I went through the door I stole the feeling And this time I'm becoming more Than a topic of disinterest So when I come up for the weekend I won't hide how much I care And so if you want to haunt me Then I don't really care I don't even care at all I don't want things to be better And I don't want it to be over I'm afraid of the final judgment Like I'm afraid of everything It's time to form the pact and make amends I am guilty of: Stealing glances And I want to be the exception I want to be those crows in your lawn But we kept pushing deeper And all I could think Was can you hear my bones Begging to break And how could I make you happy If I can't make myself happy I'm covered in sweat This can't be the end And when we can't entertain Every teenaged fantasy And all we made was noise Well, then what's the fucking point? When I swam out to sea The ledge shifted and slipped away I screamed until you did the same If I abandon this place Could you forget all that longing? Plant more seeds in our garden Just let me know If you want me to go If I should let go Then I would let go And when I wake up I scream at the birds There's no metaphor My hate pointless I'd say I wouldn't let you down But I'm probably gonna let you down I'm so drunk, I can't stay sober I can't sleep, I'm so bipolar I'm so fucked, I wish I was sober I don't dream, I'm so bipolar I'd say I wouldn't let you down But I'm probably gonna let you down He lingered too long on my lips She undressed me just for kicks I don't make eye contact when we talk But at least we both got...
9.
Your Old Haunt 04:04
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Wear my clothes when you leave home Bleach your hair when you're alone Puke into the kitchen sink Freak out over anything Write a song called "This Is Change" I wanted to ask for your name But I was never all that brave Get too scared to even think Fall in love again I'm quiet or anxious Sunlight's pouring in Never lie again Heat, wash over me Find those blinking lights Bleeding on to you Bleeding on to me Let the sunlight in Fell in love again Wrote that song again Fell in love again

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released April 28, 2022

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